Sleepless

Jun 12, 2009 03:10

Seems to just keep on happening, each night I simply cannot sleep. And yet all day I just stay in my room, sleep, and smoke till I am sick. I'm just wallowing in my own self pity, I just cannot seem to find happiness right now. Sure I can be entertained and distracted, but beyond that on the inside I'm miserable as all hell. The truth of why I am ( Read more... )

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madamecrystal June 12 2009, 08:50:38 UTC
word of advice, spare the liver! maybe you just need to talk to someone about all this, a friendly ear rather then a toxic drink

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warsawkook June 12 2009, 10:18:55 UTC
*snuggles* ilu babe... I hope you start to feel better soon <3 Gimme a call this weekend if you need to get out and vent for a lil while, yanno I'm always good for some liver-wrangling.

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draganta June 12 2009, 15:25:22 UTC
"The truth of why I am is something so foolish, That I'm still not willing to speak about it."

This. This is your problem. There is NOTHING so foolish if it causes you such misery. Even if it's the smallest, most insignificant thing in the world, if it's causing you this much misery, you need help.

Please speak to someone about this. If not me, then anyone you can trust. You may think it won't help, but you won't know unless you try. It's better than hiding your sorrow behind poisons the rest of your life.

You want to get better; we all want you to get better. Please, talk with someone. We are all here for you.

It hurts to see you like this...

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