So far the only ones that have "slipped away" are the ones I'm head-over-heels for but in typical style of the old me somehow maybe managed to show that and it scared them away. Or maybe they just stopped liking me. Maybe I did something to piss them off but they didn't tell me. Classic example is D who I talk about sometimes who in all fairness I wasn't actually with but I think I would have done anything for her just because I was so smitten, then one day she just stopped talking to me and that agonises me even more because I don't even know why!
I'm mates with every one of my exes (at least the ones I still see) but I wouldn't revisit any of my past relationships, not one. Even the slow disintegration of my marriage (the worst time of my life by far) has benefited me...I wouldn't have the lifestyle I lead now if it hadn't happened.
I was with Daphne, a swiss-italian goth with a major love of english and London and the fier things in life. She and I didn't really work out mostly because I got really complacent. Now every time I see her she seems more successful, more beautiful and more the one that got away... Brought her to Nightmare earlier this year and my head nearly exploded. May see her soon too, at least we're still good mates.
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And I'm typing this from Taryn's bedroom.
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