Pain...

[gadriel_69]

Why must everything always go wrong...I think I should've just stayed at MJCA.Maybe everything would be ok if I had never shown up...maybe.Then were would I be...If I hadn't left I would be just another steroid pumped jock on my way to being hated and causing problems.Doesn't look like my odds have improved much,minus the steroids and being a jock.

Comments

[gimp463]

what the hell is that supposed to mean. we all know pain in different ways, not all pain is the same. why is it so hard to understand? i thought that you of all people whould understand. you were there with me after all. you should have seen the fear that lingered in my eyes. the mental pain that wrapped itself around my body. that pain still exists, it will never go away, that fear is still inside me. maybe you weren't in the car, but i was. i heard my mother's helpless screams, skyler's scared cries, and all i could do was sit there. i didn't know whether i was going to live or if i was going to die. if thats not fear, i don't know what is.

[gadriel_69]

I'm not going to say anymore than I'm sorry.I was mad...I could barely type because I was shaking so bad...I just don't think that I understand people anymore.

[hotaru_sama]

I don't think that you are supposed to...

Megu

[anonymous]

;-; Everyone's being so mean to eachother.