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[gaiate]

Thoughts about taking a road trip have been going through my head for a long while now. All the recent changes in my life have sent me spinning in a big way. First, foremost, and most important is my relatively recent break-up with Lynn. She was such a central part of my life that without her there, I’m rather lost. I defined so much of myself

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meteora

[anonymous]

I will burn you that CD any time. You just have to come get it. <3 Beth

[jb1234]

I know that we don't know each other (besides the Ex-Isle connection) but I'll let you in on something that a friend told me that helped me out when I was having self-identity problems.

Don't define yourself by what you do or who you're with... define yourself by what you ARE.

I know it's harder than it sounds. I'm a pianist who is forced to accept that he might have to find another career and for the longest time, I thought that music and playing music was what defined me. Eventually, it'll sink in that the person I am is what defines me... and how I touch others.

Either way, a road trip sounds like a great idea. I hope you feel better. :)

- Josh

[gaiate]

Hey there, Josh. :-)

Logically, I think I know that. It's my personal sense of it that feels real off. Honestly, there's been a lot of things, both internally and externally, that have made me have these questions, and the more recent events have just pushed them to the forefront. Thanks for speaking up. I appreciate it. :-)

--Te