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[gailamador]

I never update this shit huh? haha. Oh well, i guess boredum got the better of me. Man i was reading some of my old entries, feeling sorry for myself much???? Anyway, thinking back it was a rough time. Ive been off chemo for about 4 months...woohoo. Not that im better, but at least i dont spend every weekend in bed vomitting over myself. I

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[x_amiya_x]

I didn't know you had an LJ... add me add me!

[curlieqt]

oh gail!

so much to say, and never any time to say it.

i'm glad things have gone well with Jason and the job. I'm glad you're just feeling like shit, and not ABSOLUTE shit. It makes me happy to know that you two are doing better, because if any two people deserve it, it's you guys.

on the xmas note, since it was your grans favorite holiday, spend it remembering her and honoring her and not being down about. i've learned through time that if we reflect in a positive way, it doesn't hurt as bad.

i'll talk to you soon!

<3

[gailamador]

haha, I wrote it'll be a year before I update...TRY 5 YEARS!!! Oh and that great pill I got put on for helping deal with pain...OXY FUCKIN CONTIN! The devil drug...Never again, ever ever ever....EVER! The chemo...not gone back on it yet, i avoided my dr for 3 years to avoid getting put back on it. However, I went back this past month and she's gonna wait for 3 months...so im still chemo free for at least 3 months...hopefully longer.

P.S. I still miss my gran :(