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Woah!
What a blast from the past. I haven't written anything in almost 2 years..
I haven't used this in.. forever. Reading back on my entries, I was so sad :(
It does take some time to find happiness, I suppose.
I'm 6 months pregnant with our first child. I'm still with the love of my life! <3 We are very excited to venture out into parenthood! 4 ( Read more... ) -
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Love is a dangerous thing.
It takes you and breaks you. Sometimes it's hard to put yourself back together.
But I fucking did it. -
=o!
I love my boyfriend :) He's so good to me ( Read more... ) -
So this weekend..
Marks the first time my bf and I truly "grocery shopped". We've gone to the store to get stuff before, but we spent a good hour last Thursday actually picking out food and planning things to cook ( Read more... ) -
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Ugh.
Lately my bf and I have been getting in little "fights". I'm not sure if this is just us learning from each other and seeing how each of us react to certain things.. or.. it's my fault, knowing myself -- I tend to self-sabotage my relationships in the beginning. Not that I do it on purpose, it just happens because I'm scared of something.
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If..
If I can wait for someone for more than a year.. then I can wait for a few more months for someone who does treat me right ( Read more... ) -
Weird.
So, my bf called me at 1:53am last night (after hanging up on me.. uh huh.. talking about breaking up with me.. UH HUHHHHHH.... lol.) and well, he was intoxicated and we ended up talking about random ass shit. Sadly.. b/c of my goldfish memory and the fact that I was already half asleep, I can't remember anything. Aha.. something about me coming ( Read more... ) -
Write!
I'm going to update this everyday, only because I have a memory of a goldfish. I don't want to forget any of it. Mostly friend's only.. as usual. =) -
Detox.
I just need to get it out of my system, really ( Read more... ) -
Lies.
Lies, lies, lies.
Everybody lies. You really hurt me this time. You hurt me enough that I can let you go without regret. Thank you for that.