rumors of my demise have been greatly exaggerated...

[gaiusc]

So i haven't posted in a long time. It has been even longer since i have posted anything substantial, so lets go back a little bit ( stand by this one is going to be a doozy of a post

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[mickey_murder]

its all Ian's fault

[dehuman8]

you weren't supposed to tell!!!

[_constantine]

Last year, after Pennsic, was the breaking point for me. Between the gate and the trailer and feastocratting two events in two consecutive months, I'd had enough. Every event that I go to, I work the entire event. I'm either running Troll or cooking Feast or running the TW range. I realized that I've been dreading SCA events for a while because they're just sources of stress and exhaustion for me

[dehuman8]

hey, here's an idea, next thing, event etc. go as a patron, not the artist. other people will pick up the slack. they always do. and don't feel guilty for be happy that you've got the 'good life', hell knowing friends have obtained the 'good life' is one of the things that keeps me going. so i get part of my enjoyment of life from you enjoying life, so if you're feeling guilty then i can't feel good so your guilt is funging my schuey. so the only un-selfish thing you can do here is to not feel guilty.

[gaiusc]

you're right...
i just need to reset my happiness buffer. Thanks man!

see you out tonight?

[dehuman8]

yep.