The nights are just a little longer, and colder when you aren't here. Maybe its because I can't seem to sleep through them without you by my side. I've come to know these castle halls well. Well... I'd like to think I do, but I don't. I'll wander around and run into things. It wakes Chacha up, and he comes out and tells me to go to bed. I promise ( Read more... )

Its so very quiet around here at the moment. That kind of silence that just finds its way into everything and everyone. I've not said much since they left. Chacha locks himself up in the library to read, something about a bet with Camui. I've not seen Haido wandering around, I'm sure he's spending some quality time with their daughter ( Read more... )

France starts to grow on you after a while. The air here is different. It's very tranquil, I feel as if I have more room to breath. All of this coupled with my new inspirations are making it easier to write again. I can hear melodies in my dreams and can actually wake up in the morning and remember them ( Read more... )

I missed his call because I left my cell phone in the car...

I have it now and am watching it... hoping he'll call back.

You-kun...

...I can't believe I said something so cruel like that to him.

And he tells me I'm not a monster. Right now, I can't say I believe him.

French...

It's a wretched language. Why can't the world just speak in Japanese, or in English. Something I can understand.

*Pushes his books off the side of his desk and onto the floor.*

There are two appealing things about France.

The wine and being with my family.

Sayonara Nippon...

You are nothing at all like I'd ever imagined you'd be when we first met.

And yet... you were everything I've ever dreamed of.

Saaaaa~~~

I don't think we'll ever make it to the beach. That's okay though. I quite enjoyed our little detour...

How do I look to you?

Like you are mine...

Possession...

I love it.