It's still COLD!

[gal4pdaddy]

I am freeeezing!  So.. I finally got some money, and what did I do?  Sat around all weekend.  If anyone wants to hang out today maybe let me know, I haven't been out of this house in 2 weeks.  I need out!

I hate feeling like I need someone's affection.  If  I could only overcome that, I could do ANYthing.

Well here I am, I don't know how to say

Comments

affection

[buddha1369]

i know exactly wut that affection quote means. its like i can't even begin to be happy without anothers touch. it just drags me down not to have touch with someone, anyone. it burns my soul deep inside, if i didn't need touch, i would be so much happier. i dont' know if its a flaw inside of me that makes me require touch, or just that i am a sensitive person who needs to feel the touch of others to know that i'm alive. fawk :( its so hard for me to live with out touch, i have to shut down. and the lack of touch is why i have been so depressed and fukt up lately anna. i don't even know wut to do anymore. i don't want to die inside my own head by living without touch, and on the other hand i dont' even want to force myself to live without touch...i'd rather not even exist.