hey, im feelin a little better lately, i think I just get down when I'm alone. Being alone isn't really good for me right now anyways. Hung out with Kristen, Matt, Clara, Jacob last night, it was kinda fun, a little drama tho :( Tonite Andrea came over <3 I got a lot of homework done this weekend, still gotta figure out how to edit my CFV ( Read more... )

Last night I talked to Phil on the phone, and it was amazing. I really needed someone just to talk to, and no one else was listening, we talked for like 3hrs. He made me feel horrible for not remembering more about our relationship, but then again, I have felt horrible about it since the day it went wrong, so what can I do? He still makes me ( Read more... )

My counselor told me that after a traumatic event, sometimes it helps you sleep if a friend sleeps in your bed with you...

I haven't slept in a week.

Any takers?

Well, here is the news:

Next semester I am officially moving home to start working full time. I will still be taking 2 classes at GVSU tho, so don't worry, I'll still be around <3 GVSU crew ( Read more... )

I've decided I can't have the GVSU community on my friends page anymore. Since I can't check it all the time, it is a big pain in the ass to scan through 20 pages just to see what my friends are up to when I finally get a computer to use ( Read more... )

In the past week, I have had the worst night of my entire life. And it sucks. I don't know when I am going to be able to be normal again, but I hope I can start putting my life back together soon. Kristen has been the most awesome friend ever this week. I <3 her to death. I met a new boy :) not sure how it is going to go, tho. He said he ( Read more... )

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ARG I hate not having a computer. Everytime I finally find one I have so much to catch up on. I think I had like 20 e-mails and 7 pages of lj to read. I miss everyone, I will be calling every one of you that I have your phone number as soon as I get more than 15 minutes to myself. Lets get together, this weekend I have no plans <3 I went to ( Read more... )

Oh my God, they killed Christian

I think I'm going to go throw up

Why, God, Why?

What a cruel and unjust world of television we live in...

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