i'm in toledo ( Read more... )

February 13 2007 ( Read more... )

Dear friends ( Read more... )

father skip just left ( Read more... )

DISCLAIMER: I always try to be nice. If I write anything here that hurts anyone, please know that this is a very difficult time for me and I do sometimes process my feelings through writing. I mean no harm and I dearly love my friends & family--each and everyone of you! I am certain that journaling is therapeutic and if I "get something out" on ( Read more... )

i keep telling alan that i will find him when it is my time to go ( Read more... )

more memories ( Read more... )

some other things i want to remember ( Read more... )

i have been reading books on death, dying, grief, grieving, care-giving etc etc etc ( Read more... )

things to remember:

alan hummed himself to sleep the other nite.

i said "hi alan", he looked right at me and said "hi vicki" about 2 days ago.

he said "hi jan" to my mom the other nite.

he ate a piece of dad's bday cake last nite.

that's all i can think of right now.

goodness bless.
us.
all.


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