I wanted you to know
I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph;
I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Because I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

you’ve gone away
You don't feel me here, anymore

The worst is over now and we can ( Read more... )

Strange stuff.

High... low... High... low...

Yesterday was so great. I felt so much better. And last night my mom gave me a hug. I was happy. But, this morning I woke up with an awful head ache because of my sinus tension. I tried to lay off the medicine, but I guess now isn't the time yet. Sucks. I hate relying on so much medicine. It's a LOT! I' ( Read more... )

Can't say much right now. I will have to update in depth later... the pain is so unbearable. I am like deathly ill, and right now for some reason my kidneys are KILLING ME!

School isn't so bad! I like my classes a lot.

Software Apps: I sit in the very back w/ Sharon Scyphers. It's cool b/c I can check my mail all the time and the teacher will ( Read more... )

Drew and I went to the movies tonight.

We saw "Anacondas: The Search for the Orchid" or whatever it was called. It was an awesome movie. Highly intense, though. I recommend it for thrill-seekers. From what went on between Drew and I tonight at the movies... I realize that there's nothing going on between us that is more than friends. I'm totally ( Read more... )

So school starts tomorrow

And I think I'm ready! Everything's all chill. I work from 1-5 monday, tuesday, and wednesday. I hope it can be a regular schedule so those are the hours I will have for all the weeks following. That would be cool. But at the same time.... I'm trying to think of something I can do regularly... with my spare time. Do I want ( Read more... )

Date with Drew tonight fell thru. Very dissappointed. I was beginning to be really excited. Someone told me he was excited as well. It could have been the start of something very pleasant. :o\ * Doesn't know! * Hopefully, something in the future will work out and we can actually follow through with plans for a date. I think I would enjoy spending ( Read more... )

Progressing...

Drew doesn't seem to fail at calling me and making plans. If I feel better, Drew and I are going to the movies tomorrow night after I get off work. * Gasp * ! What does THAT mean? Hand holding? Arm around the shoulders? Def no kissing (don't want to spread my deathly illness). But, that kinda stuff... leads to more. Am I ready for ( Read more... )

C o N f U s I o N ! Ah! Help me!

Okay. So... getting over Gavin isn't hard if I don't look at our pictures. It's not that bad if I don't see him or talk to him. As long as I know that it's temporarily on pause... right now I'm up for whatever.

That's where the confusing part comes in!

All of my friends are like really wanting to hang out with me! ( Read more... )

I'm back from Disney World... arrived in Baltimore today about 1:30 pm. Did some things when I got home. Went to my work... picked up a $50 paycheck for 7 hours. Decent. The 1 hour photo at Rite Aid wasn't working so I couldn't get my pics developed. Don't want to go to CVS - their pics come out too shiny, don't like it!!! I'll wait for Rite Aid. ( Read more... )

Back from camp again. For good. * Sighs *. I want to go back! I had so much FUN! Even though I did get a little homesick towards the end. I missed my car. My house. My sister. My friends. It's good to be back. But i still want to go back to camp! I miss Gavin!!!

Things between Gavin and I changed. For the better. We became so much closer. We spent ( Read more... )