I appreciate you responding. Means alot. The way I feel now I don't think I would ever do that again, but I was even surprised at how far I went this time. I did little things to myself before but not like this and while it was happening it was like I was watching myself from outside my body.
I see what your saying, one of the reasons I did that was because I had already felt like a statistic.... but now... I don't think anyone should take their own life. If I feel like that again I will contact a counselor. I have one of those now. Which is cool. I needed one. I always told people I needed some sort of outside help, no one really believed I guess. But depression is something I dont think a person could get rid of on their own. I thought I did but I backslid. I'm looking forward to getting better.
I appreciate all the real, true words you gave me.
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Means alot.
The way I feel now I don't think I would ever do that again, but I was even surprised at how far I went this time. I did little things to myself before but not like this and while it was happening it was like I was watching myself from outside my body.
I see what your saying, one of the reasons I did that was because I had already felt like a statistic.... but now...
I don't think anyone should take their own life.
If I feel like that again I will contact a counselor. I have one of those now. Which is cool. I needed one. I always told people I needed some sort of outside help, no one really believed I guess. But depression is something I dont think a person could get rid of on their own. I thought I did but I backslid. I'm looking forward to getting better.
I appreciate all the real, true words you gave me.
Love Always,
Jen
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Yea... I'm trying to find out how to do that.
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