{bangtan, topp dogg; jin/kidoh} you reach far into my heart

[seulpeo]

Title: you reach far into my heart
Fandom: bangtan, topp dogg
Pairing: jin/kidoh
Word Count: ~1400
Rating: pg
Summary: If Hyosang is Seokjin's other half, why does it feel like he's becoming farther and farther away?
A/N: laughs until i cry this is all lazychaoz's fault and i know she regrets everything because all i do to her beloved 2jin is MAKE THEM HURT

Comments

[seulpeo]

;333; sorry for making it hurt! thanks for reading!!!

[shrdmdnssftw]

;_______;

so I remember reading this before I got into Topp Dogg, and I remember how much it had hurt, to think of Seokjin and the way he'd not-quite-lost Hyosang, but still had been distanced enough that it felt like letting him go. and now that I'm rereading this, thinking about how it must've been for Hyosang too, thinking about the light-hearted teasing but also the I miss yous and the calls, all the sadness and the sort of wistful longing that you've managed to capture here - I feel like my heart is being ripped out.

I'm so sad, and this is so lovely and well written and makes me have way too many painful feelings about these two and ughhh I just ;_____;

[seulpeo]

im so sorry!! for ripping your heart out!! ;A;

you got exactly what i was trying to portray with this short little fic tbh, im really relieved and happy about that. my friend got me into 2jin and was like WRITE ME CUTE FIC but all i can see...is this sad shadow hanging over them reminding them how they were almost together almost happy... and i feel so bad... ;_;

[shrdmdnssftw]

no no no don't apologise. sometimes i just need to read something sort of sweet and also angsty and this satisfies that urge perfectly.

2jin is so great for a whole range of cute fics, but I feel like those would mostly be AUs ;__; I totally understand writing angsty 2jin even if doing it myself would probably break me to pieces. just even thinking about it makes my heart clench.

(although when bts and topp dogg have had promotions at the same time, I get a little spark of hope in my heart. I just want them to be happy together)

[seulpeo]

;3; im glad i could give you the angst youre looking for!!!

i once started a 2jin au fic (college!au) but i cant get over the angst even then HAHA its best friends!2jin with one sided!hyosang liking seokjin, and eventual seokjin/jimin (((my actual bangtan otp))). lmao my friend who got me into 2jin was so mad she was like why cant you give me my otp in a happy world!?!? someday... im such a bad person...

i totally get that feel :'( topp dogg were promoting during attack of bangtan era and there was like 5 lovely seconds of 2jin together behind the scenes of show champion * A * maybe we'll get a boy in luv/arario 2jin moment~