In the end I just feel bad.

I wish I could leave, just for a little while.

Bah. What's wrong with me?

Is there purpose in life, does everyone has something only they can do? Are people irreplacable? Does it matter if you live or die? Or is everyone expendable ( Read more... )

I think what's been bothering me so much lately is that I've lost confidence in a lot of the things I do and who I am, and I keep thinking of all the things I'm afraid of. I seems I can't just dimiss my fears about the future anymore, they just sit with me until I eventually exhaust myself. It makes me angry, and that's why I think I've been so ( Read more... )

I don't understand. Where does all this depression and self-loathing come from? And all the anger that just hits me randomly?

What's wrong with me?

Ha. Fuck all of you.

I literally ripped my hair out of my head in exasperated frustration today and seriously contemplated suicide for a minute or two. Not so much going through with it but just how if I ever wanted too. I'm not though ( Read more... )

Can I go a weekend without becoming exasperated, hateful, stressed, pressured, and angry?

Guess not, I feel like breaking something. Maybe this is just the new me.

All of my journal entries have been depressing lately, so I'll just keep my mouth shut about current events because I can't say I'm cheery ( Read more... )