Unfortunatly for me there is nothing I can really say in defence of myself to your posting. I have given thought to this for over 3 hours, finally having to agree with what most of you, except Jenn, have said. To Jenn, all I can say is; "that you may continue your treatment of me how you will, but know it will continue to have no affect good or bad ( Read more... )

Only now can I feel comfortable writting about my pain from the last few years. Look to entree previous.

As for me the only way to describe my own pain, due to the fact that I dont want it all in view of the world is through these songs bye P. Simon ( Read more... )

for those of you who have known of my dilemma; and after being put through the atrocity's of mindless, incoherent blather, I can relax and continue on the path of non=abuse. Wow...having lost friends, very close friends on my mistakes, and someone else's mistake, that I perpetuated via "will to please", and other bull shit, gives one time to ( Read more... )

Bruce Lee wrote / spoke / lived the idea of "Going back to Ignorance", with reguard to his Martial Arts lifestyle. He emphasized entering the unconsiousness, and to just react. Like one would before they begin their journey down the martial way, I have been meditating, and visualizing daily for almost two years. Then today it hit me, no more like i ( Read more... )

It's Like a dream. Looking back in time; only having a much broader scope, yet, more focused view ( Read more... )

This is my first entry. I am going to use this for my personal writing time, and well, FUN ( Read more... )