Sooo... It's wet. It's cold. I'm gonna make some soup. Yeah, Market was (as usual) better than the celebration this year. On Friday I ran into this gal Bethany that had some ball chain to vend and now I have ball chains for my poi. Grace A. and I spun fire at the Juice Bar in the wetwetwetcold and it was fun. Then on Saturday I went Kevlar shopping ( Read more... )

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Yep, so Earthdance rocked. A lot. I even got to burn twice before almost getting kicked out of the event for having an open flame. But I'm already all disgustingly bland again because of school. I'm either tree sitting or doing a peace protest this weekend... decisions, decisions... Anybody read the article about the tree sitters being shot at up ( Read more... )

Off to earthdance tomorrow afternoon... Let's see what happens.....

I wish I was tragicly beautiful. You know how in movies when a woman is just so pretty and so sad that your heart just aches for her to be happy? How you kind of come to love her through her misery? Never will be me. Nope, I pretend to be happy and laugh and dance and do stupid things to make people laugh when I just want to curl up and die. Of ( Read more... )

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Soooooooooooo, here goes, what is perhaps the (maybe second?) craziest night of my life ( Read more... )

Day 3- Woke up around 10:00 beacuse the massive sleep dep was finally catching up w/me. My tent was so fucking hot, it was almost hard to breathe. Saw Matt at breakfast and kinda avoided him because he looked like he had had a really long night (ie not a morning person). But later on we made plans for the night and they actually happened this time ( Read more... )

(drumroll please) IIIIIIIIIIII'M BACK! Country faire to the millionth, in a desert with double decker busses covered in Christmas lights, about 1000 fire spinners, giant heads sticking out of the sand, 40,000 people........ fucking heaven ( Read more... )

I honestly feel like I can't take it anymore. I'm wishing a time could last forever. So much of the time I hate change. Especially since I'm still feeling the exact same about Adrian as I did when we were together. It's been about four months since we broke up now and there has been no kiss since him, no attraction since him. I was hanging out with ( Read more... )