went to work today at 6 30 am. was really tired b/c i didn't sleep really good. oh well maybe i will get some sleep tonight. they are having kappa beach party on my island this weekend so of course they drive around with loud base music all night and you really can't sleep anyways. i got offa bout 2:30 pm came home and just relaxed i can't go to ( Read more... )

today was a good day .. did a lot of things at work so that is always good. i got sun burnt today. i think one day i will get cancer. oh well i hope they have the cure for it by then.. i love my g/f so much and i don't know what i would do without her. she makes me so happy and when she laughs it just really does something to me. i know i am the ( Read more... )

well, i had a really good day at work and everything went well, except for the fact that my work truck isn't functioning. so they had to send it to the dealership.. good times. now i don't have all my tools to fix everything that needs fixing. my boss took us to lunch today. so instead of the normal time we get for lunch we kind of took a little ( Read more... )

well. i went to work and we had to start working on a new building that is going to be our new offices. our boss is a freaking moron. i hate him so much. well. i love my g/f she makes me happy.. she makes the day worth living. i miss her every minute of every day.... i worked late today.. i think i will have to work this weekend. yay money.... i ( Read more... )

got up at a nice time. 11am.. hehe it was really nice.. i got to sleep in for once. i saw The Girl Next Door.. i really enjoyed that movie.. i might actually buy it.. i went to the movies today and saw Guess Who.. it was really. really really funny. i laughed the entire movie. i really needed it.. well i got a new shirt today and got to eat a ( Read more... )

well, cleaned up the whip.... i like it clean.. had to work today early so i didn't get to sleep in as much as i hoped too... oh well i guess there is always tonight. i have founds somethign that makes me as happy as can be... i am willing to wait as long as i have to.. well my mom is driving me nuts today, can she just leave me alonne.. oh well ( Read more... )

i feel a little better now. my stomach doesn't hurt anymore. i am just really really tired. oh well, i wonder what i will get into this weekeend. hopefully i have some fun. not much can compare to last weekend tho or even the weekend before that it was the greatest, b/c my addiction was being fed. last weekend was fun i really like taking a trip ( Read more... )

well, i didn't go to work today b/c i don't feel good. i think i have a sickness that i know that there is only one cure. but i just can't get to it. but i need it worse than anythign in the world. maybe it is an addiction. i just know what i want. it is hard for me to trust people i haven't had one person in my entire life that has been 100% ( Read more... )

well, i have a great way of screwing things up. i couldn't leave well enought alone so i had to poke my nose into something that it didn't belong. all i can say is that i am sorry for what i have done.

Lets see this is my first entry. Everything is going well, i am happy now more than i have ever been in my entire life. I think that i need to reflect more on myself. It really helps when you talk to other people but again their opinions are just that their opinions. I know what i want in life and i jsut have to work hard and keep my head on ( Read more... )