what the fuck am I doing with my life, anyhow?

Apr 13, 2004 18:36

15 Years Ago, I:
1. was seven.
2. had a really bad side spike haircut.
3. was really tiny and nerdy.
4. got picked on a lot.
5. started playing drums.

10 Years Ago, I ( Read more... )

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you will not die! apple_girl April 13 2004, 15:59:12 UTC
or i will kill your dead body!!!
um...

*huuugs* you know you can talk to me any time, or we can dance around to bane and refused... and be happy.

CAN I SCREEAAAAM?!?!?!?!
<333333!!!!!!!!!

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Re: you will not die! gameoveryoulose April 13 2004, 16:32:26 UTC
not actually dead.
just
dead
inside.
yeh.
thank you.
:)

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Re: you will not die! apple_girl April 13 2004, 17:49:09 UTC
you missed a part....

one/two months ago:
1.things started looking up up up!!!
2.i met the coolest girl ever
3.went to bane with said girl
4.made vegan cookies with said girl
5.went 'off roading' with said girl
6.talked to said girl almost every day and felt a lot better

see now, this list could go on and on and on... you should just smile damnit!
no dying inside!
you're helping distract my insides from dying, so i'm going to distract yours...
<3!
lets just be numb, woooo!

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Re: you will not die! gameoveryoulose April 13 2004, 17:51:57 UTC
hahah yeh, started looking up into a whole different world of hurt. but that's enough about that. i have said too much already.

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joshuagawne April 13 2004, 18:13:23 UTC
The Emo Solution

Put the gun to your head.
Now pull the trigger.
Do you think if you were dead that you'd feel better?
I know of millions who would kill to fill your shoes.
An endless list of names who know real pain and abuse.

But you're convinced that you're a wreck.
Your life's a mess you just can't fix.
It seems you'd rather give up than try.
Fuck the effort.
Just lay down and die.

Is this your emo solution?
You've given in to depression and delusion.
You'd like to think that you're the only one who has ever hurt. But we've all had sand thrown in our face and received a mouth full of dirt.

So climb on out of your rut, or get buried alive.
Because you don't deserve to live if you won't save your own life.

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joshuagawne April 13 2004, 18:45:06 UTC
this is in no way saying i think you should kill yourself.
just sayin' stop being sad, in a fucked up way.

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gameoveryoulose April 13 2004, 19:02:01 UTC
hahaha. nor would i kill myself.
when i can get to the point you are at, perhaps i can stop being sad. it's just a matter of choosing to flip those switches.

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gameoveryoulose April 13 2004, 18:59:14 UTC
"it seems we as people only know how to communicate a point throught the words of others. i choose my own, because i know exactly what they mean."

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