Re: you will not die!apple_girlApril 13 2004, 17:49:09 UTC
you missed a part....
one/two months ago: 1.things started looking up up up!!! 2.i met the coolest girl ever 3.went to bane with said girl 4.made vegan cookies with said girl 5.went 'off roading' with said girl 6.talked to said girl almost every day and felt a lot better
see now, this list could go on and on and on... you should just smile damnit! no dying inside! you're helping distract my insides from dying, so i'm going to distract yours... <3! lets just be numb, woooo!
Put the gun to your head. Now pull the trigger. Do you think if you were dead that you'd feel better? I know of millions who would kill to fill your shoes. An endless list of names who know real pain and abuse.
But you're convinced that you're a wreck. Your life's a mess you just can't fix. It seems you'd rather give up than try. Fuck the effort. Just lay down and die.
Is this your emo solution? You've given in to depression and delusion. You'd like to think that you're the only one who has ever hurt. But we've all had sand thrown in our face and received a mouth full of dirt.
So climb on out of your rut, or get buried alive. Because you don't deserve to live if you won't save your own life.
hahaha. nor would i kill myself. when i can get to the point you are at, perhaps i can stop being sad. it's just a matter of choosing to flip those switches.
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um...
*huuugs* you know you can talk to me any time, or we can dance around to bane and refused... and be happy.
CAN I SCREEAAAAM?!?!?!?!
<333333!!!!!!!!!
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just
dead
inside.
yeh.
thank you.
:)
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one/two months ago:
1.things started looking up up up!!!
2.i met the coolest girl ever
3.went to bane with said girl
4.made vegan cookies with said girl
5.went 'off roading' with said girl
6.talked to said girl almost every day and felt a lot better
see now, this list could go on and on and on... you should just smile damnit!
no dying inside!
you're helping distract my insides from dying, so i'm going to distract yours...
<3!
lets just be numb, woooo!
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Put the gun to your head.
Now pull the trigger.
Do you think if you were dead that you'd feel better?
I know of millions who would kill to fill your shoes.
An endless list of names who know real pain and abuse.
But you're convinced that you're a wreck.
Your life's a mess you just can't fix.
It seems you'd rather give up than try.
Fuck the effort.
Just lay down and die.
Is this your emo solution?
You've given in to depression and delusion.
You'd like to think that you're the only one who has ever hurt. But we've all had sand thrown in our face and received a mouth full of dirt.
So climb on out of your rut, or get buried alive.
Because you don't deserve to live if you won't save your own life.
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just sayin' stop being sad, in a fucked up way.
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when i can get to the point you are at, perhaps i can stop being sad. it's just a matter of choosing to flip those switches.
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