NEW SHIT EVERYWHERE

[gameoveryoulose]

In light of my realization that this past year has been mostly me being depressed, or bitchy, I have created a new journal. Basically because it is a lot easier than going through this one and deleting everything, etc. ANYHOW here is the name. Along with a new e-mail and AIM name. I know. I SUCK, anddddddd I have far too much time on my hands.

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[heart_is_in]

not redefining anything.
a journal,
is a journal,
is a journal,
is a journal.
there were a lot of negative things said in the old one, that weren't true, whether i thought so at the time or not. it was childish, and hateful at points. i am not denying they were said. simply a retraction, or ammends, for the statements.
the outbursts and soapboxing, and overall jerky approach and venting frustration.
as i have said before, a lot has happened in the last year, even more in the last 2. after so much bullshit, meaningless, petty shit i lost it over, it's time to stop, and in realizing that it was realized that it was time to put those things behind me. not a denial, or redefinition. just putting it in the past and moving forward.
this is way too long. and makes me seem as though i am justifying it. who knows why we do what we do. sometimes the individual finds it necessary, i suppose that is the simplist explaination: i felt it necessary.