Again with the heartbreak...

[gamergeek79]

I don't even know where to begin.  I would much rather be speaking to somebody, but seeing how it's 2am, my LJ will have to do.  Without beating around the bush, I suppose I just come right out and say it.  I have to make a decision, as to whether Kelly and I should stay together, or go our separate ways.  I hate being wishy washy.  I hate being

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[katywho]

don't you think that by not knowing, that's your answer? if you love some one, truly love them, then there shouldn't be any question. and yeah, alone sucks, but knowing you're alone is better than wondering how much longer unhappiness in a relationship is going to carry on. and knowing you, knowing what a great guy you are, alone won't last long. not if you don't want it to.

if you love her, really love her, the only question you should have is how can you make a great relationship better. but doubt usually means that it's not love, not "in love". it's strong feeling, yes. but love isn't supposed to allow room for doubt. for question. think about your life without her. without fighting. without worrying about how it's going to be when you take that next step. if you can picture yourself without her, than maybe you should in fact be without her.

you can call me, you know. not at two in the morning, but at normal hours. i'm actually half way decent at that listening thing. surprise surprise. :)

ok so your wishy washy...big deal!

[mamayvonne]

we always knew that chad. that's why we love you! you have to got to understand...i have seen the way she acts toward you...i will be honest here. (no...don't be honest today!) well you know me! she treats you like you are her puppy. something to be petted every once in while just to make sure he stays around. i think you both have issues with being alone. it's not that bad chad. i personally think it would be better for you and better for marissa if she wasn't around. but you don't have to take my word for it. i am just trying to help from 2 thousand miles away. :)

btw

[mamayvonne]

oh yeah about that he's never wrong stuff....he's not.

love you and love marissa

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[angeleyes1983]

what is the price of happiness or the sacrifices made to have happiness? somebody could make the desicion for you- anyone you choose too. but in the end would you really be happy? of course if someone else makes the desicion and its the wrong one you have them to blame, but would they really be making the best decision. no matter how much anyone were to know about the situation they still couldnt make an accurate decision. not one that, not only contained the facts of everything, but the feelings and thoughts that go along with the situation. the only way to truly make the right desicion is to sit back and make it yourself with total thought processes in use. think about ALL parties involved. and your never truly alone unless you choose to be. there is always a kind stranger you pass in the street or a good friend who is no more than a phone call away- no matter what the time is most of the time.