I have decided I need to write more, and LJ is the perfect. I have lots of stories, but no discipline. So for the next week I must post every day. If that works I extended it to two weeks, then a month, then two...so on and so forth. It doesn't have to be good writing just has to be writing. I will probably be posting on my life as a husband ( Read more... )

It has been so long sense I have posted. I cant believe it. I don't know why I have been away. I use to love LJ. But so much has happened, and I have so much I want to happen. Being a father can do that. But she is such a beautiful child. I think I will have to start posting agin. I use to have so much fun here. Here's to next time not ( Read more... )

Im a father. The baby is born. I have a little girl. Her name is Amarah May. She is so cute.

My head Hurts.

I was hungry, so I made a sandwich. It was good and I am no longer hungry. I wish all life's probs could so easily be fixed.

Go ahead and kill me now. It would be so much easier then making decisions. I have to make a choice and I am scared of the consequence. I just wish that time could go back 6 months and I could fix all the problems that have arisen.

I have been so busy lately. I was off for a the week end last week. The moment I got on the road i have been moving almost nonstop. Sleep or drive. I have had WiFi only once this last week. I am tired.

My nose is stuffed. I do not like not being able to breath through my nose. I also do not fill well i am unsure why. I probably should take a shower, it would make me fill better, but I do not fill like it. Its wired we know what will make things better yet we do not do it anyway. Why? I think we like being down and miserable sometimes.

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Writing a post. When you start to write a post it is a good idea to know what you want to say. Me, i have so much i want to say that I am daunted by the idea of typing it all out. I have so much i want to share, yet I am unsure how to say it. I want to tell about te stories I have in my head see them and stead of just feel them. yet I am scared ( Read more... )