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CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON - Kansas

Masquerading as a man with a reason
My charade is the event of the season
And if I claim to be a wise man, well
It surely means that I don't know
On a stormy sea of moving emotion
Tossed about I'm like a ship on the ocean
I set a course for winds of fortune
But I hear the voices say

DISEASE - Matchbox 20

Tell me what I am supposed to do about it
Keep your distance from it
Don't pay no attention to me
I got a disease
I think that I'm sick
But leave me be while my world is coming down on me
You taste like honey, honey
Tell me can I be your honey
Be, be strong
Keep telling myself it that won't take long till
I'm free of my disease

SUPERMAN - Five For Fighting

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see
It may sound absurd but don’t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream

ONE LITTLE SLIP - Barenaked Ladies

It seemed that happily ever after
Was happy everyone was after me
It was a cup of good intentions
A tablespoon of one big mess
A dash of overreaction
I assume you know the rest

SIGNAL FIRE - Snow Patrol [Bruce & Betty]

I felt every ounce of me, screaming out
But the sound was trapped deep in me
All I wanted, just sped right past me
But I was rooted fast to the earth
I could be stuck here for a thousand years
Without your arms to drag me out

HARBOR - Vienna Teng [Bruce & Betty]

You've got a journey to make
There's your horizon to chase
So go far beyond where we stand
No matter the distance
I'm holding your hand

SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL - Tracy Bonham [Bruce & Bela]

You stick your soul out risk it all
Your fearless beauty breaks your fall
Something in me
Knows there’s something more
And it’s so close I wanna run
But I wait

MY FRIENDS - Dar Williams

Sometimes I see myself fine, sometimes I need a witness
And I like the whole truth
But there are nights I only need forgiveness
Sometimes they say, "I don't know who you are
But let me walk with you some"
And I say ,"I am alone, that's all
You can't save me from all the wrong I've done"

THE WORLD WE LIVE IN - The Killers

Bless your body, bless your soul
Pray for peace and self control
I gotta believe it's worth it

HOW AM I DIFFERENT - Aimee Mann [Bruce & Bela]

I can't do it
So move along
Do you really want to wait until I prove you wrong
And don't tell me
Let me guess
I could change it all around if I would just say yes

I CAN'T HEAR YOU - Matthew West

I am a classic case of dysfunction
I talk and talk and still I say nothing
So tell me, am I the voice of my generation
Is everybody having the same conversation

OUT OF MY HANDS - Matthew West [Bruce & Bela]

For reasons I don't understand again
Lately I don't have a clue
Just when I start liking what I see
There you go changing my scenery
I never know where you're taking me
But I'm trying just to follow you

SELAH - Lauryn Hill

The choices that I've made
Oh, have been nothing but mistakes
What a wasted use of space
Should I die before I wake
In all of my religion
I've fortified this prison
Obligated to obey
The demands of bad decisions

I'LL SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS - Ingrid Michaelson [Bruce & Betty]

In the dreary gray
Of another day
You are far away and I am blue
Still I hope and pray (still I hope and pray)
Through each weary day
For it brings the night and dreams of you

LEAD US - Thirteen Senses

And that's what brings me nearer to the rest
At my best it's the most I can do
Shifting my dream for one chance to breathe
And the blue in my eyes fades out

DADDY'S GONNA PAY FOR YOUR CRASHED CAR - U2

You cry for mama, and daddy's right along
He gives you the keys to a flaming car
Daddy's with you wherever you are
Daddy's a comfort - daddy's your best friend
Daddy'll hold your hand right up to the end

FEELS LIKE THE END - Shane Alexander

You know I worry all the time what’s coming around the bend
Maybe I’m just going crazy, but it feels like the end
I don’t remember what I’ve done - I’ve done with all the years
And I got no one but myself to ask how did I get here

CARTOGRAPHY - Seanan McGuire [Bruce & Bela]

If you don't want me to love you, then please don't let me start
I would love to learn your customs
To be a tourist in your lands
I would love to learn your language
And teach you mine, so we'll both understand
What we're trying to say

OBJECTS IN THE REAR VIEW MIRROR MAY APPEAR CLOSER THAN THEY ARE - Meatloaf

And when the sun descended and the night arose
I heard my father cursing everyone he knows
He was dangerous and drunk and defeated
And corroded by failure and envy and hate
There were endless winters and the dreams would freeze
Nowhere to hide and no leaves on the trees
And my father's eyes were blank
As he hit me again and again and again

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And though the nightmares should be over
Some of the terrors are still intact
I'll hear that ugly coarse and violent voice
And then he grabs me from behind
And then he pulls me back

I DON'T BELIEVE IN LOVE - Dido

When I don't believe in love why do you care for me
When I don't believe in love nothing is real for me
If I don't believe in love you're getting to close to me
And that's why you have to leave
And that's why you have to leave
If I don't believe in love
If I don't believe in love
If I don't believe in love
Nothing is left for me
If I don't believe in love
You're too good for me

RAIN ON THE ROAD - Seanan McGuire

The rain falls on my shoulders and I know I'm still alive
This is a greater hell than any demon could contrive
All I've ever asked for was a way I could survive
And now I'm on the road again
When will my time arrive

DOWN - Jason Walker

Not ready to let go
Cause then I’d never know
That I could be missing
I’m missing way too much
So when do I give up what I’ve been wishing for
I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I’m going to fall down

LONELY MAN THEME - Joe Harnell

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BROKEN - Jack Johnson [Bruce & Betty]

Without you I was broken
But I'd rather be broke down with you by my side
I didn't know what I was looking for
So I didn't know what I'd find
I didn't know what I was missing
I guess you've been just a little too kind
And if I find just what I need
I'll put a little peace in my mind
Maybe you've been looking too

MONSTER - Skillet

My secret side I keep
Hid under lock and key
I keep it caged but I can't control it
Cause if I let him out
He'll tear me up, break me down
Why won't somebody come and save me from this
Make it end

MISTER CELLOPHANE - John C. Reilly

A human being's made of more than air
With all that bulk, you're bound to see him there
Unless that human bein' next to you
Is unimpressive, undistinguished
You know who

INTO THE OCEAN - Blue October

Where is the coastguard
I keep looking each direction
For a spotlight, give me something
I need something for protection
Maybe flotsam junk will do just fine
The jetsam sunk, I'm left behind
I'm treading for my life believe me
(How can I keep up this breathing)

RECOVER - Natasha Bedingfield

Got so much to lose,
Seems I've lost my power to choose, oh
What to love and when to let go
That all changed
Get bitten once and then your afraid
What a waste
Look what we've done
How far we've come

SORRY - Daughtry

If I told you
I've been cleaning my soul
And if I promised you
I'll regain control
Will you open your door
And let me in
Take me for who I am
And not for who I've been
Who I've been
When I say I'm sorry
Will you believe me
Listen to my story
Say you wont leave me
When I say I'm sorry
Can you forgive me