this will be one of the least attractive of my journal entries. at 3:50 this afternoon i was lying on my bed upstairs, watching a tv program. my grandmother yells up the stairs and says to hurry up, that i'm late for my cello lesson, which is at 4:30 by the way. i always leave a half hour early, leaving me 10 minutes still to leave. so i get my ( Read more... )

SHIT!! i just wrote a whole entry and clicked out of it by mistake. DAMNATION. ok...enough swearing. i'll try and remember it ( Read more... )

i insist on remembering the things i forgot one day and then putting them in my journal the NEXT day...thing is, i forget what i forgot...and then we're all in a mess. but i DID remember a couple of things (since you are SO interested). at church, i fail to realize how many good-looking people there are. i played 9 and 11, and at 9, there were ( Read more... )

thanks to an "anonymous user," the quote i was lookin for earlier was "It is better to have loved and lost, then to have never loved at all." thanks amanda! i mean...thanks "anonymous user!"

it feels like it's been so LONG since i wrote last...2 whole days. ok, for starters, the previous journal obviously doesn't apply anymore. i was having a bipolar moment there. i DO have good friends, like mallory and elizabeth, even if they show it differently ( Read more... )

nother boring day. got up, made eggs w/ a bagel, did my practice. blah. went driving w/ the teach's assistant at 4-7, about. there was another boy there too. and here's where i go into my "special" mode. he was a pretty boy, and i mean that literally. not a pretty cute boy, just a pretty boy. w/ the dirty blonde hair all shaggy and flipped at the ( Read more... )

let's see...yesterday, had my lessons as usual. (well, if you must know, my piano lesson was moved up a half hour because dr. p was busy). came home after piano, found out GS didn't get my course choices because i left the form in the folder, seeing as i wasn't going to go in the first place. so i chose them real quick, and to the dismay of nan, ( Read more... )

i do believe i've become, or am still on the road, to becoming a full-fledged emo child. i got sad chills watching 7th heaven the other day and almost cried on full house. go me. plus, i'm trying to listen to dashboard confessional for ms. tori and ms. cora. that is straight emo music right there for ya folks ( Read more... )

i saw bicentennial man last night. OMG. it was SO good. i just LUV robin williams. wow...i've been watching a lot of movies lately. too much time on my hands. somebody help me!! maybe my eyes will burn out from watching so much. speaking of which, had my eye appointment today at 10. put an order in for glasses at wal-mart. go me. they'll be ready ( Read more... )

or not. played at church at 11. grandmother supposedly waved to me to come on, but i had to talk to the choir directore real quick. so, i go to the car, and she's "been waiting." poo on her. i wait for her PLENTY of times. but i'm still mad about not being able to drive all the way home yesterday. but TODAY she says i can. poo on her. i'm not going ( Read more... )