my family hates me.

on a good note..i surprised gaby today..so i'm happy.

i love you gaby!

would anyone like to attend the Tool show with me in september?

OMG..YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH I FUCKING HATE YOU! 
AND ITS FUCKING HOT RIGHT NOW!
PEACE OUT KIDS.

whatever im fucking over it.
im fucking over you.

thx♥

i dont know what to really say. i mean god i cant belive i wasted my time on you. i feel embarressed to tell you the truth. seriously this has been going on for 4 years, and i finally had the balls to do something and i did it!..but NO! no one else understand what you are like. its so hard, and it so sad to think what can happen. oh well..its over ( Read more... )

Tonight was i night i never really want to re-live, but im really glad it kinda happend because i realized that if anything ever happend to one of my friends i would seriously want to kill myself. and ahh!! i just cant explain what is going through my brain right now!

I love you Gaby, Megan, and Fred. :)

<3 thnx---gaby hahaha

MEGAN JUST KNOCKED ON SCOTT WEILANDS DOOR...AND OMG...

LMAOOOOOOOOOOOO

*KNOCKS*
SCOTT: WHO IS IT?
MEGAN: MEGAN!!!
*OPENS DOOR*
SCOTT: CAN I HELP YOU?
MEGAN: NEVERMIND!!! *RUNS TO THE CAR*

FUCKING IDIOT!

NEXT IS JAKE GYLLENHAAL!!! WOOT WOOT!

Cause sometimes you just feel tired. You feel weak. And when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up. But you gotta search within you, try ta find that inner strength and just pull that shit out of you, and get that motivation to not give up, and not be a quitter, no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse.

Pushit
I will choke until I swallow...
Choke this infant here before me.
What is this but my reflection?
Who am I to judge and strike you down?

But you're
Pushing and shoving me.
You still love me and you pushit on me.

Rest your trigger on my finger,
Bang my head upon the fault line.
Take care not to make me enter.
'Cause if I do we both may disappear.

But you ( Read more... )

so it takes a lot for me to write in this shit....cuz ugh..its annoying lol

but.....

i just wanted to say...

that I FUCKING LOVE MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD! I WOULD DIE WITH OUT YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY MEMEEMOES!!!!

p.s. gaby...your amazing post (you know what im talking about) JFODFUJLAJFDLJFDLAJFO i love you ( Read more... )