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[gangstersami]

well i feel like such a loser i broke up with cecil, but i did it over text messaging cuz i am a loser and dont have the guts to do it in person or over the phone.. is that bad? am i that horrible? whats wrong with me?

i just want to cry and cry and cry, but cant cuz then ppl will know somehting is wrong.. and that cant happen

Comments

[___ok]

hunny your not a bad person. your just not ready. sometimes thats what happens. ok well a lot of the time. but its normal. i still love you

and i know exactly what you mean by the whole crying thing.

[gangstersami]

thanks baby i love you sooo much, and at least some one understands me and what i mean.
<3

dont worry be happy

[hellkitty420]

dont be sad, just wait untill my mom gets home and we can go break down again. im sure eventualy the cute tow truck driver will come along ;-) just pretend you are happy and then after awhile you really will be and remember i love you. can i get a hallelujah? <3 <3 <3

[dan_iel]

you fascinate me

[gangstersami]

how do i fascinate you?

[dan_iel]

you like keep changing your mind.

[gangstersami]

im sorry

[aloneasitseems]

I dont know what to say.... im sorry i dont talk to you that much my phone is soo f-ing Gay and it died last night thats why i didnt call you back. anyways i dont know why you like me im the one nobody likes and thats not a lie. i gotta go have a great day later<3

[gangstersami]

i guess there is nothing to say...ehh whatever im used to people not talking to me dont be sorry.. ehh no worries.. im used to being alone and having no one to talk to when we do things like we did lastnight... is just the way things happen I am alone when things go down and I cry and get depressed and there is nothing no one can do about it cuz no one wants to be with or anything. I dont know why i like either i just know i do and i have pretty much since you and val went out last year... but whatever who cares.