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I wake up from the Nightmare
to find it's all come true
I awaken at midnight
with nothing else to lose
and the things so worth knowing
have somehow passed me by
but outside the day is dawning
with silver in its sky
though time has made me jaded
and apathetic yes it's true
someday I know I'm bound to find
someone to melt this stone heart of mine
yes someday soon
I'll find you
though overtime I've grown rigid
life hasn't passed me by
I never needed an angel to rescue me
just want a reason to cry
want the tears to be real
want the pain to swell inside
so lie to me
worship me
run far far away
I'm too used to getting rid of people
no one ever stays
can't deal with what I don't feel
I've tried so hard to will you away
told myself you weren't worth it
that we could never work this out
I wake up at three with the world to fear
I wake up and find you're still here
wish you weren't still here
I want to run but we're changed too tight
never could hurt you
guess now I'll pay the price
wish you wouldn't pretend to stay
don't try to fool me
I know it will all be over soon
want to run but you won't go away
they say you're doing me good
the way you make me stay
put like a dog
I'm no obedience school dropout
I'm just a bird who broke her wing
Oh well, maybe now someone will actually understand what is going on. It was originally supposed to be a song, but I had to go and fuck it up. I always have to fuck everything up. Trang read it in IPC. It made her cry :/
In other news, Rafaela is extremely angry with Royce because he is going to Twirp with Laura. She called him chicken legs in biology. Which is mildly amusing, at least to me.
I also really think Natalie should ask Ian out, or vice versa. They were flirting the entire time at Rebecca's house on Sunday. It was so cute :)