today (and a little yesterday)

[gapinghole]

"Imagine being with someone, EVERY SINGLE day, not letting a SINGLE day go by without talking HOURS on the phone, being in someone's arms EVERY SINGLE day, hearing someone tell you I LOVE YOU every day and feeling the chills go down your spine, not being attracted to a single soul since the first day you laid eyes on your partner, being swept off

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[icepalace512]

I'm sorry you can't tell another girl you love her, but it means so much to me that you're my best friend and we can be this close and you can still love me. I'm sorry if I frustrate you with my man drama and whatnot, that is a nice random story about the kid's finger...much love sweetheart

[anonymous]

"But I (eventually) just fade out of yalls life. And I'll learn to live with it. (I have to) I got no buisness being there (your life) and you dont need me there."

You "fade out" of lives because you distance yourself and choose the assholish thing to do. Maybe if you wouldn't choose that route, you'd forever stay in lives like certain people constantly tell you they want you to.

[gapinghole]

I CHOOSE TO FADE OUT BECAUSE I NEVER WANT TO LOOK IN YOUR EYES AND SEE HIM. I dont want to subject my self to that mental and emotional anguish. You wanna be my friend? You wanna ignore all that? fine, Fuck it starting tomorrow things go back to normal, with one exception...I'll be hurting more than you'll ever know. because starting tommorrow I'll never mention it again...