Darci gave me this idea. Judge me as you will.

Oct 24, 2005 23:31




Well, I am Cole.  I was born on February 13, 1988 in St. Marks Hospital. I was a healthy baby. I was the only born son of my family. No other siblings. I lived a very healthy baby for a while, but one day I had a seizure and nearly died. I luckily lived and did not have another incident again.

When I was around 18 months old. I ran through my home and fell, splitting my lower lip open and having to get about 5 stitches, the scar still remains to this day.

At around 3, my parents and I moved to Page, Arizona from Salt Lake. We lived there until I was about 4 1/2 years old. We then moved to Idaho, where I went to Elementary School for the first time. I was home schooled during Kindergarden, but then went to 1st grade in Sandpoint, Idaho. I went to Washington Elementary School until I was in 3rd grade. Right After 3rd grade ended, we moved back to Utah. I joined Granite Elementary School. Where I did not really have any close friends. I was a well known outcast mainly. Especially in 6th grade. I did not have any friends, I usually sat around during recess or talked with one of my teachers.

I moved on to Albion Middle School, I had never really had courage to tell any girls I liked them. So I usually just kept it to myself. I met Tawny Thomas in my 7th grade English class, my first thought was that she was strange. Though I was a very cold boy in this year. I did not really have any friends but a couple alright people I could hang out with. I never could really trust anyone with my feelings.

During 8th grade I met Taylor Finch, my first truely close friend. We got along so well. We would do something almost every weekend. During this year I started to become more open to people. I met Darci for the first time during 8th grade.

I then moved on to 9th grade. I was a bit more social. I was friends with alot more people. I was still immature of my feelings though. I did some stupid things as a boy. I asked girls to be my girlfriend. Tawny first, it was not a good way I went about it... Around Valentines that year I asked Darci to be with me. She accepted. We had some good times. I never regretted it. Near the end of the year, me and her split up, but are still very good friends to this day.

My friends and I split up to go to Jordan High, Brighton High, and Hillcrest High. I went to Brighton. During Sophmore Year I was a pretty depressed and lonely person. I never really talked or socialized with new people. A few I met and began to like. During the first month of school I got into a fight with a kid, but never finished up at all. I was suspended for 3 days. My grades were average as always. I was very smart, just not assertive enough to do my work or study.

Summer came and went and I became a Junior. I got a girlfriend for a couple months, but during the Halloween Dance she broke up with me and I was not very socially polite for a while. I was an isolated person and I would not really do anything. I met Chris Johnson during this year and Ian Rushforth. They became my closest friends, the only people other than a girlfriend I had really trusted with my feelings up to that point. I went on some dates but never really commited. I was elected Head Tech of the Stage Crew for Brighton High School for my senior year though.

Senior year came and I was glad to have the break from working all summer. I am currently here now. I have some girls I like, but not sure who likes me. I am still looking for a person to fall deeply in love with. Love has come and gone with me. I have never found someone to have loved me with their heart. Only their mind. I am still waiting to find someone. My grades have improved. I am striving to have my own company. I want to make a great life for my future family. I will do my best to give that to them.
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