I didn't get the job I was so sure I had.
Still no car.
Milton had a tumor and had to be put down.
I'm sick.
My mom is pretty much trying to get rid of me.

Apparently I deserve nothing. That's what I'm getting from all this.

I spent so long convincing myself of being the perfect being.

I'm nothing more than a Monster.

I don't know where we stand right now and I think that's killing me ( Read more... )

All I've done is watch you all make amazing Icons. Once again though I'd love to see if anyone has some amazing Poison Ivy, Venom, Toxin, or Gambit Icons.

Preferably Venom and Poison Icy though. I really don't share or expand your work I just save and gaze upon the awesome.

I dial the number but I can't bring myself to initiating the call.

Maybe I'm just a mook...

I'm okay. I'm, okay? Yes. I am. I think I can finally say this ( Read more... )

In a way it's all,
A matter of time,
I will not worry for you,
You'll be just fine.

Take my thoughts with you,
And when you look behind,
You will surely see a face that you recognize.

It is the distance,
that makes like a little hard,
Two minds that once were close,
Now so many miles apart.

You're not Alone.

I'm passing this time since then by repairing ties with people and trying to get my life on track ( Read more... )

Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came

I don't know much about myself. I don't know Where I'm going.

However, I know what I need to do...and I'm quite sure I can get there.

I've made some choices, and I feel everything I've done is for the best. I just hope I'm right. The only thing I can do is keep moving and not let myself down...

...Because that....would be the ultimate