my friends all turn 18 very very soon.
i want to go when matt gets his and get a tattoo too.
my alternative is to just get that hand piercing ive wanted for a really long time.
i have a canvas bag lying on my bed to decorate.
my calendar is filled next week  with bitherdays and graduation parties.
i recently opened a credit card account. (im a big ( Read more... )

i just found the Riverdle version of Reflections... It is called "Expressions" and we put together the collection of our writing and poems for 2nd and 3rd graders (when i was a third grader ( Read more... )

life is what you make it, make it good ( Read more... )

MURR! im missing the Riverdale Reunion this sunday because of Rugby Regionals! i REALLY wanted to go to that reuinion... c'est bullshit ( Read more... )

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so my mom showed me this... its well worth watching and prob the only thing ive had to truly entertain me over the past few days ( Read more... )

well. to start off, i'm sick with death right now. and like all sick ppl:

remember when i was sick with death two years ago during christmas and was hospitalized for 4 days? i have the same thing, but this time i am allowed to go home until tuesday cuz it wont be until tuesday until i can see the flippin doctor whom i need to see. isnt that total ( Read more... )

im not sure how to tell bout all this but, i think a long lj rant might be the best way.

first for the drama with matt. tuesday he told me he didn't love me anymore. on friday, i decided i would break up with him but just that same night, Matt told me he actually DOES love me. so i hold off on that whole breaking up thing. tonight, matt came over ( Read more... )

before all the shit, there was: twister, ;minivan napping, my love for sarah, art club sweatshirts, free pizza, an awesome dress for only 9 dollars, Cher workout video,and cupcakes with hot people (sarah, lisa, amanda... and fraser - not so hot, but still on my A list)
and then i realized the only thing i can do is find a way to love matt less

so ( Read more... )

ai! yai yai, ai yai, ay yai, ay yai ( Read more... )