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Dec 19, 2009 16:18

I can't get my mind around this. I can't. I just want to die. It's not true and it can't be true. I can't deal with this I just fucking can't. It isn't true and I need some one to make it not be true ( Read more... )

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namfle December 20 2009, 10:14:00 UTC
You and your family with be in my thoughts and prayers.

:(

-elf-

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gargirl December 20 2009, 15:25:45 UTC
Thank you Elf, it means so much that we are in your thoughts and prayers.

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gargirl December 20 2009, 15:29:47 UTC
I am so glad they will always be together now. My heart is broken but I am glad that Gramma didn't suffer and I hope like anything that Grampa didn't either.

I love you. Thank you for holding all my shattered pieces together. I could never get through this without you. Yours, utterly.

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the_ninja December 20 2009, 21:19:21 UTC
Oh my goodness--I am so shocked and sorry to hear this! *HUGE HUGS* I have been a very absentee LJ friend in the last month or so, but I'm glad I just checked in right now. I am so so sorry about your gram and gramps. It must hurt so badly right now.

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gargirl December 21 2009, 09:45:48 UTC
Oh Ninja, I am glad too. It is good to hear from you, good to hear from so many that we are in their thoughts. This is just too much to bear. My grandparents... they were this one bright, happiness in such a hard childhood. I was safe when I was with them and they loved me so much, I knew they were in my corner come hell or high water. I don't know how the world can keep spinning without them. If not for Bill, I would feel utterly lost right now. He is keeping me together somehow.

*hugs*

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darthtiggger December 20 2009, 23:09:56 UTC
Oh Heathy, I am so sorry. *big hugs*

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gargirl December 21 2009, 09:47:45 UTC
Thanks Ginny, it helps to know we are in your thoughts. *hugs*

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oubliette_ December 21 2009, 05:55:31 UTC
Oh no honey! I am so so sorry!

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gargirl December 21 2009, 09:48:44 UTC
Thank you Sweetie. I don't know what to do without them.

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