ok so life fucking sucks ( Read more... )

I'm kinda having a hard time right now. I cant get over jeff and thats really getting to me. the part that pisses me off the most is that when we were going out he said that last year he went to a dance with this girl and that he asked her out but she siad that she didnt want a relaltionship and then a week later he found out that she had a boy ( Read more... )

so jeff broke up with me last week on tuesday. the 7th i believe. but wut ever!! i dont have much to say other then that. and that i have no one else out there for me. but yea wut ever!!

ok so its been two weeks at cindys and im realizong that i really need to find a job. i talk to dad today and i kinda realized that hes not gonna be around as much to help me out. and yesterday jeff came over and dave had to go see his mother to ask for some money and cindy said that he would have to bring the baby and so jeff landed up calling his ( Read more... )

jeffs in new york, with chris and nick. they are staying at some girls house, that i dont know, well atleast i think that they are staying there. i love jeff so much and i know that i can trust him, but i dont know the other girl, i dotn know if shes gonna try something with him, and i know that when people are shit faces, you can take advantage of ( Read more... )

Ive been at my sisters house since saturday night, and it is driving me crazy!!!i love her and all but we never really do anything. all we do is sit around the house and watch tv. i mean she lets me take the car every once and a while, as long as i dont go far, but thats about it. but what ever atleast i can leave right. dad wants to be moved into ( Read more... )

ok so today jeff read my last entry and he wasnt very happy about what i wrote so i replied to it. i know that im not perfect and alot of people dont really understand me, and i know that i have a lot of problems, but i am trying my hardest not hurt any body and im trying not to lose jeff, i love him soooo much, i dont think that any one ( Read more... )

ok, im writing in this so that i can keep in touch with my lovely emo! me and jeff are doing ok. he gets kinda mad(but he says disapointed) when he brings me up stairs at night and doesnt get ne thing. but what ever he always wants sex or something and i have my lovely issues with that. but yea, it looks like im not gonna get my way with going to ( Read more... )