Confused.

[garnet_gaijin]

Just a little rambling, here, to clean out my head own head...

I had a long talk with Dani today.  We went for a walk outside, stopped, got some coffee.  At first it was all small shit about our lives - the new job I'll be starting in January, his school and work stuff, Ava's family, recent events.  I like Dani.  Feels weird to say that about your

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[bornbeautiful]

this entry made me smile. you're all so important to one another. :) maybe it'll be a mess, maybe it won't.

my advice, not that you asked for advice even in the slightest, is to relax and communicate. *shrug*

what matters is that you're all happy, and i've never seen ava happier. even with michael's death still hovering, i've never seen ava appear so ... comfortable.

[garnet_gaijin]

I'm trying to be mellow. I know a lot of my reactions have been somewhat societally induced (i.e., stuff that I can't put in a box scares the shit out of me) or from fear (i don't want to be left behind somehow) but I also know that those things are unreasonable, and it's good to work through them.

Communication and honesty ftw!

Ava does seem more content, doesn't he? I think he's finally coming in to his own a little bit. More secure in his own skin. It's lovely to see.

[bornbeautiful]

sounds like a whirlwind of emotions.

it's amazing to see change in ava.