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I miss you all and we really should catch up!!

Okay as usual my grandmother is in the hospital, but she seems to be alright as of now. My mother is an emotional wreck because her brother accused her of trying to kill g-ma... My grandmother does not want to be put on life support and told her doctor this. This has upset my uncle and he blames my mom for not talking her out of it. Anyways i have ( Read more... )

Well i have some new pics check them out!!

http://photobucket.com/albums/v493/greydazechic/Start%20of%20the%20New%20Year%20and%20so%20on/December/

However for those who dont remember i do have a myspace still...Now that thing i update almost every bloody day hahaha!! Add me if youd like i always post blogs!!

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Saturday and Sunday are 2 days i shall never forget. Saturday night i finally realized Gary wasn't happy with me anymore, and i gave him what he wanted an easy break up that was more of an agreement. Something he will never know is that I didn't realize it i was just trying to see if he really loved me...I got my answer because like i said we ( Read more... )

Well... Gary and i started to talk today and it led to him leaving me for a time being...I have never felt such pain and sorrow in my life. Honestly if i wouldn't have promised him i wouldn't try to kill myself that's exactly what i'd be doing at this bloody moment.....Right no i don't hate life and i don't hate Gary.... I still love him to pieces ( Read more... )

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Hey i've finally changed my layout hehe i got it from a community though. And here is a picture post with my most recent hair hehe! These pictures are from April and the start of May enjoy loverlies!!!!

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Well i went to the pool hall with Kim! It was so awesomely fun!! I beat her ass!! hahaha! Gary and i got into a huge fight!! We havent done that in awhile....We are okay now look.
( Sweet nothings after a fight.... )