My weekend.
Well i went to the pool hall with Kim! It was so awesomely fun!! I beat her ass!! hahaha! Gary and i got into a huge fight!! We havent done that in awhile....We are okay now look.
Gary Angel : I'm lucky to have you, I know it's not easy putting up with me Katie, but thank you for trying to, and thank you for doing such a good job
Gary Angel : don't say anything negative either
greydazechic : Whats up with the thankies? hahah if anything i should be thanking you Gary! You've had to deal with alot yourself.
greydazechic : How did you get him to be big?
greydazechic : NVM
Gary Angel : what do you mean get him to be big?
greydazechic : the happy face is HUGE on my screen
Gary Angel : and Katie, just, I know it's not always easy to deal with me, I know this relationship gets hard at times, I know alot of things seem to be going wrong, I know it's alot to adjust to, and I know I'm not always perfectly fair about the differences in our past, and some of our current differences, I know loving me isn't easy, I feel honored to have you love me, and want to be a part of my life, and everything
Gary Angel : and I don't know how the smiley is that big, he's normal size on my screen
Gary Angel : and for all that, I feel lucky, that is why I thank you
greydazechic :
Gary Angel : why the blushing face?
greydazechic : you dont understand how alot of what you said...The reason you thank me is very simular to mine thats all....
Gary Angel : having you in my life has been the best thing that's ever happened to me katie, at times, its been hard to deal with, but I know it will be worth it, yah know? sometimes I get so upset with you, I want to shrivel up and die, but when things are good for us, they're the best I've ever known, and even when things are bad for us, it's still alot better than I'm used to my life being, just knowing that you're a part of my life gives me alot of hope, I'm sorry that you've lost so much to be with me, and I'm sorry alot of it is stuff I can't replace for you, but please, know I'm trying my best to make it worth it for you baby, I'm trying so hard to be the best I can be for you, and at times, it gets hard, it feels mentally exhausting sometimes because I try so hard to be everything you could ---
Gary Angel : ever want, but it's worth it, I want to make you feel as good as you've always felt, I know I slip up sometimes, and say the wrong things because I get frustrated with where you come from, but I try Katie, I really do, I just want you to be happy
greydazechic : as long as i have you i will be happy
Gary Angel : part of the reason I get so upset katie, with when you talk about the rich thing, is because I want so badly to be able to give you that again, I want you to be able to have that again, but I know I'll never be able to give it to you, and it tears me up inside, there are so many things I want to give you, but I can't, I don't have much to give you, but everything I have, and everything I will ever have is yours Katie, especially my Heart, and my Soul.
Gary Angel : I know I go about it wrong Katie, when I get frustrated and flustered and upset like I did earlier, but I don't know how to react to it really
greydazechic : I know Gary
greydazechic : I love you
greydazechic : All i ever want from you is your love. The other things arent importnant when it comes to you they really arent.
Gary Angel : I'm lucky to have you, I know it's not easy putting up with me Katie, but thank you for trying to, and thank you for doing such a good job
Gary Angel : don't say anything negative either
greydazechic : Whats up with the thankies? hahah if anything i should be thanking you Gary! You've had to deal with alot yourself.
greydazechic : How did you get him to be big?
greydazechic : NVM
Gary Angel : what do you mean get him to be big?
greydazechic : the happy face is HUGE on my screen
Gary Angel : and Katie, just, I know it's not always easy to deal with me, I know this relationship gets hard at times, I know alot of things seem to be going wrong, I know it's alot to adjust to, and I know I'm not always perfectly fair about the differences in our past, and some of our current differences, I know loving me isn't easy, I feel honored to have you love me, and want to be a part of my life, and everything
Gary Angel : and I don't know how the smiley is that big, he's normal size on my screen
Gary Angel : and for all that, I feel lucky, that is why I thank you
greydazechic :
Gary Angel : why the blushing face?
greydazechic : you dont understand how alot of what you said...The reason you thank me is very simular to mine thats all....
Gary Angel : having you in my life has been the best thing that's ever happened to me katie, at times, its been hard to deal with, but I know it will be worth it, yah know? sometimes I get so upset with you, I want to shrivel up and die, but when things are good for us, they're the best I've ever known, and even when things are bad for us, it's still alot better than I'm used to my life being, just knowing that you're a part of my life gives me alot of hope, I'm sorry that you've lost so much to be with me, and I'm sorry alot of it is stuff I can't replace for you, but please, know I'm trying my best to make it worth it for you baby, I'm trying so hard to be the best I can be for you, and at times, it gets hard, it feels mentally exhausting sometimes because I try so hard to be everything you could ---
Gary Angel : ever want, but it's worth it, I want to make you feel as good as you've always felt, I know I slip up sometimes, and say the wrong things because I get frustrated with where you come from, but I try Katie, I really do, I just want you to be happy
greydazechic : as long as i have you i will be happy
Gary Angel : part of the reason I get so upset katie, with when you talk about the rich thing, is because I want so badly to be able to give you that again, I want you to be able to have that again, but I know I'll never be able to give it to you, and it tears me up inside, there are so many things I want to give you, but I can't, I don't have much to give you, but everything I have, and everything I will ever have is yours Katie, especially my Heart, and my Soul.
Gary Angel : I know I go about it wrong Katie, when I get frustrated and flustered and upset like I did earlier, but I don't know how to react to it really
greydazechic : I know Gary
greydazechic : I love you
greydazechic : All i ever want from you is your love. The other things arent importnant when it comes to you they really arent.