People always get the wrong idea of me. I want so badly to be the girl who can be the first to strike up a conversation. i've always been shy. you might not think so, but if i don't know i won't talk to you at all. certain people bring out the outgoing side of me. but lately, its been harder to show. i want so badly to find a way to let it come out ( Read more... )

no matter what i do, i am bored with life. even when everything's good, i still find something wrong. i'm not fully content with life, but i have no reason not to be. i'm bored with life. i need a change. something new in my life to happen. sometimes it makes me sick living in this boring town. everyone has the same friends, knows the same people, ( Read more... )

as happy as i am, there's something missing. i need someone to think about. to cuddle with. to share my dreams with. i finally figured out what was missing, and now im going to try and find it. =]

1) List twenty things you want/wanted to say to people but know you never will ( Read more... )

life is getting so much better. tanner, kelly, danielle, arian & i are the best mountain climbers. & we went to neptune's, then played NEXT on the beach.scary dairy next weekend! =]. ah i've been so happy lately. and I'm into a few people.
there will be no better way to start off summer.
i love life.
how are you all?

i wish i could erase so many things right now. so many things are going wrong; i don't know what to do with myself. much hopes for the upcoming summer. but getting my hopes up never fails to let me down. looking for: summer love. hoping for: summer love. not getting:summer love. that's life. i want to go back to the old days when i made up whacky ( Read more... )

i wish i had the talent to let my thoughts pour out onto paper without sounding so bland. i wish i knew how to express myself in such a way that your eyes would be glued to the screen until the very end. i wish i could find someone to exchange i love you's with. i wish i could have all the money in the world. i wish i could go back in time. i wish ( Read more... )

as much as you say you miss someone;it won't mean anything. i've grown apart from so many people & the only time i find comfort in it is when we promise we will hangout. but the truth is: i know we never will. why? because people change. nothing can ever be the same if it's been damaged; even the smallest papercut can destroy a friendship for good ( Read more... )

i knew she would do this to me. she knew i wasnt over him yet she ignores it just to fall for him too. fghjgkhkgkgjkghklj. i can't even believe this. she thinks its all about him. its a little something called trust. and im tired of letting her walk all over me. because theres nothing she can do to fix things. and i'm not putting up with this ( Read more... )

she has leukemia. and i swear if she is taken away from me i will never be able to cope with that.
she is the only one who is exactly like me. please, let her stay.