did you notice.? both my journals are like one really long and bittersweet loveletter ( Read more... )

I promise ( Read more... )

just because i'm laurie i'm ranting ( Read more... )

its so weird.when he returns tell me he not so much kissed another girl.. i act like its' a big crime.. like WTF?.
I have to show him in some way, i don't care.but oh i do..
oh i love him.
he had a good time. i'm happy. i'm happy
<3333-Laurie

I love brad.bam biggity bam
brad patrick powers.
hahaha i suck

Is it normal for me to have all sorts of worries..when he leaves me for two days, well ..not even but spending a night in Philly with a bunch of other skinheads and beer?.
I'm afraid i'm going to lose him.
Jesus i'm a loser
<3-Laurie

Why is it a shitty day is always followed by a nice one ( Read more... )

its' so hard to remember how to breathe..when all i want to do is remember how to die.
<3-Laurie

..i never..ever..update this..baaaad..laurie ( Read more... )

what the hell am i doing up this late..
bawahaha..my skinhead boyfriend is so loverly...woke him up yes i did laurie is a bitch like that..
Woke him up cause i was feeling lonely and worthless.
and searching Yahoo and AOL for skinhead boys..god..what a fetish.
>.< lol skinhead duders..send me piktures i'd love you forever.
i'm so hopeless.
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