This is a message I got from Melanie explaining our weekend. Sounds pretty fricking fun! I'm actually kind of excited, and that doesnt happen much ( Read more... )

I got Lasik today, and it really wasnt that bad. So I'm going to tell you exactly how it went if any of you guys ever thought about getting it. First you go get a free consultation. The eye doctor checks your corneal covering and looks to see if it's thick enough. THen they take a map of your eye, and then they make you watch a video that tells you ( Read more... )

A proud, strong man left this earth today. He was known to me as Paran(spelling?) Paul. He was and still is a role model for me. Growing up without a father, he helped fill that void for me. And I will always remember him, thank him, and love him for that.

*A friend sent me this. I just wanted to share it with everyone ( Read more... )

Deposited my settlement money today... Really felt good walking out of the bank with my deposit slip... $5500 with my work check included... That is the biggest deposit I have ever made... Oh man it was almost orgasmic... Thats a third of what I make in a whole year... Now I have to spend it! I am going to get Lasik... Tired of fucking glasses and ( Read more... )

Someone read my journal and told me that it seems that I hold a lot of resentment towards life. I was like yea... I see how you could get that vibe ( Read more... )

Woke up... Excited and ready to go water park it up... On the way out... Find out my brother is going to be in a final table in WSOP event... I put up 50 bucks for the entry fee... so I was entitled to about 9 percent of his winnings... with the first place prize being 60K... Leave to go to the water park with even more excitement... get to the ( Read more... )

Joy is something I cant have ( Read more... )

Oh my God ( Read more... )

Bitter sweet feelings ( Read more... )