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Feb 02, 2005 00:33

I have been feeling like a failure lately and havent been able to sit down long enough to think about it. To start my grades havent been doing well, my motivation seems to come and go, and im being anti-social ( Read more... )

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satin_goddess February 2 2005, 14:03:06 UTC
ya i know what you mean about the motivation thing ...it was like pulling teeth for me to convince myself that i should work....and yet i still didnt do all that i needed to...changing is one of the hardest things that you ll ever have to do....it just seems so scary because that is all that you know how do you know that anything else will work...you dont....you jsut have to take it one step at a time and hope you dont fall on your ass....good luck....and sometimes spending time with yourself is just what you need to become who you wish to be...

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gat_x105 February 2 2005, 16:39:50 UTC
Yea, twill be a long and painful process but worth it in the end. And I Hope everything works out for you too.

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satin_goddess February 5 2005, 01:59:24 UTC
thanks and it is....worth it in he end

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maybeinlegoland February 8 2005, 03:32:43 UTC
you can do it, just pull yourself together and get organized, and let us know if u need anything

i'm always here for ya

p.s. get the haircut

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gat_x105 February 8 2005, 03:46:15 UTC
Thanks, I appriciate it. Especially the hair cut comment, haha.

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sk1nnywhiteboy March 3 2005, 04:45:56 UTC
The self-discipline school thing - i'm going through something very similar myself, and it just sucks when your mind justifies things in your head to convince you to do what will make you happy on the short-term/for that moment, instead of doing what you know will benefit you more in the long run. The best advise i can give is take action to do what you need to make sure you don't change your mind. Cause at least for me, lately my mind's turned into something i can't depend to always make the right decisions.

Antisocial thing - simply from my observations, it seems that it happens when your ticked about something. Say what's on your mind. Bottling up doesn't work out too well.

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sk1nnywhiteboy March 3 2005, 04:46:56 UTC
i know you've got it in you to pull through. just keep the finish line in mind, and keep reminding yourself how important that is to you.

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