Gateraid the bizzaro, no need to read
This is probably bordering on but I had a what was a crappy day at work for no apparent reason. The whole day just pisssed me off. Okay, we were doing some jobs that do annoy me a little, but not generally that much. I guess it's the old chestnut of 'I feel underappreciated at work'. I shouldn't care about it, but some days I do. It's not even that I'd like to be in charge, I really don't. I've done quite a few jobs (within the same general industry) at varying levels. I do miss being the boss on occassion, but it's better when you are your own boss. You feel motivated to work. And even if you don't, you still do it anyway.I'm happy enough doing what I'm doing now, but if I still had the same job in ten years, my day wouldn't have changed at all. Although it probably would, I'd be talking to myself :p
It'd be okay though, but do you know what I felt like when I came home (you don't want to know probably)? Angry sex. Which given that I am single was obviously not an option. Which kinda made me feel a bit down. I tend to think the people that are happy at work are generally people who have good home lives. I'm not unhappy with mine, but it's ho-hum. My only activities at the moment are work, gym, friday night drinks, painting etc. I'm starting to think I'm exercising too much. It's a bit like taking a drug (at least I imagine it is, I lead a fairly sheltered life) - you get used to having a certain level of endorphins during a day, and when you don't get that, you get crabby. And talk about yourself in the second person :p
So, as usual, gateraid steps over the boundaries of good taste and appropriateness. If you think I'm annoying on the net, boy oh boy, you should see me in real life