I just did one of the worst things I have ever done in my life. I can't even bring myself to talk about it, I just can't believe I did it. If you want to know you can ask, but I probably shouldn't talk about it on livejournal.

Today it's been one year since Kyle died. It seems crazy that a whole year has passed by. It's a really sad thing. Another thing is that the war is still going on. When is it just going to end already? I didn't think I'd be as emotional about it as I have been. I guess I just keep looking back on the past year and everything that's happened ( Read more... )

So my computer keeps shutting off on me. Katie says that it's because something in my computer is causing the power cord or cable to have a shortage. I kind of understand that, but not really. So I keep changing the power cord and I can start it again, but I still can't sign into webmail, yahoo, or wachovia. Webmail is probably most important, ( Read more... )

Well, I am a very grateful girl right now. I have some of the best friends in the world! Thanksgiving at Jason's was so much fun! His whole family is so nice and made me feel so welcome! Not only that, but they are VERY similar to my own family. I really felt comfortable and I didn't get sad at all. The similarities between our families had ( Read more... )

I just can't wait to go home for Christmas break. It is much needed. I'm feeling better about not going home for Thanksgiving (thanks to Jason). He's been very supportive and very enthusiastic about me coming home with him and so it's made me feel tons better about the whole situation. I'm still very homesick. I miss Becky and I miss Cathy. ( Read more... )

I haven't been updating much lately at all. I just can't seem to ever find the time. Also, the things that I have been thinking about lately have been much more personal and- no offense- but I'm not always willing to put the whole truth out there to people. Livejournal should have it so that you can't see an entry unless you are the person. ( Read more... )

This semester is kickin my butt. I am so overwhelmed and although I've been on the verge of several meltdowns in the last few weeks I had done a pretty job of handling it.... until today. I completely lost it. My friend Lesley's grandmother passed away this past Saturday and so today in class she was talking about it and a few of us just broke ( Read more... )

Wow, it's been a long time since I've updated! I have a lot to update about but I really just don't have the time to do it. This semester is so hard. I feel like we weren't warned that it would be this difficult. Everyone that I talked to always told me that the first semester was the hardest and I got through that just fine. This semester is ( Read more... )

Joshua Scott VanCleave was born at 5:44 p.m. today... well yesterday now. He weighed 8 lbs even and was 21 1/2 inches long. Unforunately that's all I am going to post for now because 1)I'm really, really tired and 2) these nails are making it difficult to type and I don't want to chance breaking them. So, I will update more later or you can call ( Read more... )

So today has been a long day. I woke up, packed and went to the airport and caught my flight home. As soon as I got into town I had to go to my eye doctor appointment and my eyes have worsened. Surprise, surprise- maybe I should stop being stupid and actually wear my glasses ( Read more... )