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we broke up

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[lucidimpression]

"he doesnt act like he cares 1 bit if im sad or if were together or not, WHY do I always trust the people that hurt me? WHY? I am the only one who will be hurting from this, he doesnt give 1 shit and he will move on no problem, watch im sure he will just be happy to change his relationship status back to single, Im so tired of being hurt."

I know exactly what you mean. I'm going through the same thing.. he changed his status back to single within hours. I don't understand why these things happen.

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im just so sick of it. i always go through the same patterns with boys and im so sick of hurting and feeling rejected.

[fishnet_baby]

sorry to hear about all that....but like you said, atleast it wasn't years of your life wasted, ya know? my friend seems to have same problems as u, dudes jerking her over...out of no where....meanwhile they seem picture perfect....i just say don't seek after the dudes anymore, let them totally come to you, it'll happen maybe it'll take a whie? but the good ones will seek after you....i guarentee....but i hope you start to feel btter soon:)

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i dont seek guys ever, i never try to get myself in this shit it just happends when i dont expect it which is why i always belive so much this is 'the one' but im always hurting in the end. sigh. Im just so tired of looking for someone who can treat me like i deserve .

[witherxaway]

listen. he totally wasnt right for you AT ALL if he cheated on you. he's a selfish jerk to have done that and you don't want to be with anyone who is that selfish.

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i know, he didnt cheat in a sexual sence (no kissing, affection what so ever) but he on a smaller level cheated, which to me is worse, cause that shows how important the relationship really is..which isnt. bah, sigh, he is selfish I should have stopped myself in the begginning but i guess im a moron

[witherxaway]

Either way, you don't deserve to be with a guy like that. He's a jerk.

[cereal_bowl]

I don't understand.
I was so happy to hear that you were having such a great time...
But yes, he's not right for you if he's going to cheat on you.[
It's the cycle, but one day you'll find someone right for you.

You're too good for this guy.

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i know i am. i just wanted so badly for me to be worth it to be a better person. but appanretly im not and he wont be so whatever. i dont get it either, i dont understand how he was so happy then not. sigh. i hate love.

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A G R E E D

[fishnet_baby]

and i'll leave you some pictures of my dog, shes so cute shes gotta make u slightly happy:

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shes cute but im too sad to smile :(
you look super cute in that last pic tho i love your hair there.

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[fishnet_baby]

yea...i used to have cute hair when i was younger...now im too boring to notice.

but i understand, u will be sad for a while and it sucks....but...everyone here in lj land is here for you!!!!