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gaveitaway

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Sep 19, 2003 22:48

This is exactly why lately I've been trying not to say how I feel towards things in my journal, you kids don't fucking UNDERSTAND. So fucking understand thisI have never EVER been close to someone completely in my life, never trusted ANYONE and only had ONE concern about ONE person, then have them leave your life forever, for no reason ( Read more... )

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glassblood September 19 2003, 21:12:14 UTC

im sorry you're having so much trouble, beautiful :(

gaveitaway September 19 2003, 21:16:57 UTC

It's life, that's alright. xo You are pretty. xoxox

crankbot September 19 2003, 21:13:59 UTC

heyhey ):
i would post a lot of rants about my ex. i didn't give a crap about what anyone said. that's what the journal is fooooor. :D

gaveitaway September 19 2003, 21:15:25 UTC

I guess I'm just annoyed that people don't understand or they are tired of me complaining. I am never talking about it again.
xo

glassblood September 19 2003, 21:23:11 UTC

i am SO not tired of complaining! oh man i do it in every entry! rant on!! i love reading your stuff :)

gaveitaway September 19 2003, 21:27:49 UTC

You are to kind, I love reading your stuff as well. I wish I could do it more often but I'm busy..sorta. ha.

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aneverfixedmark September 19 2003, 21:32:53 UTC

i wont say anymore because i know you dont want to talk about it. i just want to make sure you know i love you, and my last post i wasnt annoyed or trying to get you to shut up. i just think for a while youve kind of been wrapped up in the pain and- its put blinders on you, gorgeous.

i just dont want you to look back and regret how much pain you went through needlessly. theres so much to be done.

gaveitaway September 20 2003, 08:03:18 UTC

I love you.

passedyourexit September 19 2003, 21:33:06 UTC

you are lovely and other people aren't.
that is all.

gaveitaway September 20 2003, 08:01:46 UTC

Simple, yet it made me feel better. :D You are so great to me.
xo

sarahluvsu4eva September 20 2003, 05:10:27 UTC

I think it's okay to be this way sometimes in your life. It probably hurts right now and it's true you want closure. It's kinda life the death of mel. I just kept wanting to see her and see her and then one night I had a dream with her in it and she was there just laying and I kept holding on to her screaming and crying. There were a bunch of people around and I kept grabbing her and wasn't going to let her go, or so I though. I think it meant that I needed to let her go. That was the hardest realization I have ever had.

gaveitaway September 20 2003, 07:56:14 UTC

Your dream put tears in my eyes.