Wow, you are a boy.

YAY CHICAGO TOMORROW!!

This week I hope I can get together with some old friends.

I miss a lot of people.

I took pictures with Santa today and he was a little to fucking friendly.

Am I still gay?

Weird feelings. I don't understand them.
At least I feel?
I think I feel good. I don't know.

Peter called. He told me he loved me. I don't remember the last time someone said that and meant it, besides Tina.

I hope she's okay.....
please don't be dead. I need you.

Tell me how you feel about x-mas.

im delating what i wrote about katie because she's looking for my journal. hahahahahhaha

As for you thinking me being in love with you is weird, it's not really. And I wasn't avoiding you. I puked on myself and had to go home to change.

Today, I watched porn with Ryan and that was enough.

It's been a week since we started really speaking so I think it was ridiculous for me to freak out when you said, not in that way. Maybe I should just wait or maybe I should just take yesterday as a time to realize that no matter what she says, she's not going to end up being my lover ( Read more... )

hahahaa kattie!!

Okay so my computer is driving me inside. For the past week my normal broswer won't open so I have to use these old shitty browsers that I use to use. They won't let me go to a lot of websites and I usually don't writing in lj because everyone is really stupid and I am bitter.What I am NOT bitter about though is this broad that goes to my school. I ( Read more... )

Yesterday I saw a person who had AIDS. They came in and spoke to my class about it. Talk about scaring the hell out of me, now I def don't want a pee pee going into me. I felt really bad for the guy though. Here he was, standing her tell us about this disease so we don't have to go threw what he is. That's very fucking nobel. I just wanted to hug ( Read more... )

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I always read Perks of being a Wallflower. I think I should reminded myself to read it a lot more. Espically when I get sad like I usually do ( Read more... )

I'm starting to realize how much I'm "growing up" and how much I have to do to get ready for the real world. I know what I want to do with the rest of my life. I want to write. I am not concieded but I know my work is good and it would bring a lot of joy and hope to this world ( Read more... )