i was on my way to take a shower, and i was compelled to stare blanky at all of this. as if it doesn't phase me; as if it doesn't hurt me at all. i want to be numb again. at least then, i'm not looking around, noticing that every miniscule thought is full of pain. it's so hard. and yet it shouldn't be. i mean.. of course i blame myself for
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Call me if you want to know what that means.
MUAHAHAHAHA! Now you HAVE to call me. ;)
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