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Off to Ocala I gooooooo ^________^

i hope things work out with scoot. i really do.

let's take things slow with wolfe though, he's a nice kid.

i miss this. wetmoon.livejournal.com

this depression is eating away at me.

i miss leah.

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I had a dream today that Josh was like, possessed with Satan.. (his eyes were yellow and skin a weird greyish color).. I kept smacking him trying to get "Satan" out of him, but I ended up fucking him uncontrollably and hitting him in the face to try to get me to stop. but all he did was smile.

weird, right?

Josh, I still love you. It's just hard to understand you, and why youre doing this.

"it sounds as if you deserve better though. a guy who says he wants to marry you should want to spend every waking moment with you, love is more important than video games"

-Jake

today was fucking shit. last night I THOUGHT josh and i worked alot of things out, but apparently i didnt get anything through his fatskull. last night was amazing, and i thought it was the begining of SOMETHING GOOD. but josh, as usual, had to screw things up ONCE AGAIN. he's so fucking predictable too! i knew EXACTLY what was going to happen! he ( Read more... )