It sucks to be me

[gay_mike692004]

Seventeen, single, and really, really depressed. I'm prolly gonna be single forever, and as long as I am the way I am... i'll be depressed, too. I need to control myself more, and find a way to get more energy. I could prolly drop weight easily if I only had the energy. Not that i'm lazy... i'm just constantly drained. Like something has tapped

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[shadowdancer_17]

Sexy, if you realized you didn't need love or anything else like that to be happy, things would be a lot easier on yourself. Really, I would know and you know it. In the past year I've lost almost everything. My mom moved out on me... well... look I'm not going to go into it here. You know what I mean. I know you and I know how you are. Mike you need to start talking to someone and you know I am always here to listen. I don't see why you don't talk to me. Well, hell. Sexy cheer up, I know it may be hard but just look at the things you do have. Like your mom and you animals. Things like that should make you happy. Don’t depend on love or finding. It takes many rejections, which all hurt, I know. Been there done it all before. Everyone has. Love you sexy!

[shadowdancer_17]

Hey Mike, hmm... there's something I need to know and be honest... You said this when you replied to Arrine's journal "Besides that... i am sick of you know who, too..." That someone wouldn't be me, would it? I mean I'm not stupid and can put two and two together. And if you were talking about Dustin you would have said so. It's not like he has the link to your journal or anything.. so... yeah... oh I was wondering about what you said about the phone face and phone keys yessterday... Arrine didn't REALLY "lift" them, did he? Please tell me the truth... Anyways.. Love you sexxy. I gotta go. Laters!

[gay_mike692004]

I was talking about dustin and couldn't say so because he was standing in my kitchen... Yes the phone shit was stolen

[shadowdancer_17]

If it was stolen then why did Arrine lie to about it when I asked him? Why couldn't he tell me the truth? I'm really getting tired of him lying to me. I haven't given im any reason to lie to me