If i just knew sometimes what life had in for me i think that it would be much easier. But then again i think about it and i would have to say that i would rather not know. It just sucks. I just wish someone would just say to me," Get on with your life!" But i have a feeling that thats not going to happen. and if it did would i really get on with ( Read more... )

my heart for you is pounding so hard and so fast that i cant even breath. I didnt sleep last night b.c i didnt want that picture of you in my head to go away. When you know that your love for someone is greater then your have ever loved, you know that that is the person you would give your life for. you know that that is the person you would be ( Read more... )

I have been so busy and im getting busier.. gotta love it. im happy about it. im going ot have more $ so i can save. witch is a good thing. I soon as i get some words for my truck and get my tattoos . ill be happier .. I cant wait. with in the next 2 months ill be all cought up and very happy/ on my feel again. and can pritty much do whatever ( Read more... )

So I happen to feel really awesome today. witch is a really good thing. With only 2 and 1/2 hours of sleep and going all day i think im doing quite well . I had a amazing night last night. i didnt want it to stop. just dancing with you holding you close, made me feel whole again. it was deff a night to remember. The biting on my lip made my knees ( Read more... )

So I happen to feel really awsome today. witch is a really good thing. With only 2 and 1/2 hours of sleep and going all day i think im doing quite well . I had a amazing night last night. i didnt want it to stop. just dancing with you holding you close, made me feel whole again. it was deff a night to remember. The biting on my lip made my knees ( Read more... )

So iv been seeing this girly amanda off and on for 6 mon. now.. shes comming to stay the week end with me.. hmm... not sure how thats going to work out.. shell be in my room my bed.. haaa.. im not ready for this.. i have just to much going on to have to worr about a girl and what were going to go do.. this sucks.. im so stuck on emily its not even ( Read more... )

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"don't go to far/stay who you are"----Elliott Smith

So.. time being.. i was really fucked up last night...i broke my phone.. yes another one. and i was late for class. I woke up and didnt know where i was or what i was doing. my house is trashed. and i have my shirt is backwards. couldnt find my keys . I fund my self running around my house like a chicken with its head cut off.. I fell down the ( Read more... )