yesterday i worked all day long. im hoping im gonna make good tips because that was some bullshit. Afterwork chris and travis came and picked me up and we hung out for a little while. they were pretty wasted so of course chris insisted on coming into my house to talk to my mom. if u know chris than ud understand. when they left my sister asked," is ( Read more... )

so last night i probably should have done things a little differently. i was supposed to have a little chat with my father but right when the conversation started things took a turn for the worse. i got mad at my dad and my mom backed me up and this was not gonna fly with my dad so he got all upset and went crazy and so did i and i just walked out ( Read more... )

ive been drinking a little more lately. im not too possitive why but i kinda have a good idea. the highlight of my weekend was probably going to hangout with nichole and trisha. when im around nichole i never fail to trip or fall or do something to make people laugh at me. andy pulled out the chair from under me and there i went. it was pretty ( Read more... )

i just got over being soooo sick. i missed alot of days of work because my manager is a fucking dumb bitch and like thinks i lie when i say im sick but it was actually physically impossible for me to work. i hate her. on a lighter note though i have an interivew for another job today at ae. im probably gonna have to work two jobs for a while until ( Read more... )

the past few days have been a blur. the same ol shit day to day. although i enjoy the company i feel i need an escape. pretty everything is gonna start really happening and my life will change with that i hope. a person ive grown very attached to is leaving soon and i will miss her dearly. i feel weak and malnurished. i was out late last night at ( Read more... )

recent events have been dissapointing. i mean things have been looking up a little lately and thats good. people confuse me. they never say what they mean. everyone just tells you what u wanna hear so will shut the fuck up. i know i do it sometimes but i dont fucking mess with peoples emotions. i mean like yeah sometimes the truth hurts but its ( Read more... )

theres been soo much on my mind lately and it seems to take up all my time thinking about it. i wanna believe those things but there are things that i dont understand. i wonder if your words were sincere. im sick of being this way. i wish i could just have what i want and just go back to when my life meant something to me. i should probably stop ( Read more... )

wow. tonight wasn't too great. at all. its funny how u can think something is soo great and wonderful one second and the next second its over. i mean ive been through it before but i dont know i guess i actually thought a girl really cared for me. the thing that hurts the most is that word. or maybe three words. i just wish i hadnt fallen for her. ( Read more... )

yeah well my parents are angry with me because of a bunch of shit. i need to take car of business now and actually get a fucking life. i have to do a little bit of easy work but im sooo lazy and im procrastinating. lately has kinda sucked with the exception of krissy. she makes me happier than ive been in a long time. i know its my fault that my ( Read more... )

homeschool is really great cause its soo easy but im soo fucking bored in the morning sometimes. sometimes i get visitors though and its really cool. i wish i woke up early on the weekends also because its really nice in the morning. something about it just makes me feel really good. friday i have to find a ride to centennial high school and i will ( Read more... )